It is tough to correct your own thoughts. Harder than proofing your own code or writing. I frequently find myself judging others when I pass by them. “Nice hat doofus”, “Oh you’re soooo cool.” (some are worse but I will spare both of us the nastiness)
It is disturbing to me as these unwanted thoughts leap into my mind unbidden. I am trying to correct myself but end up only chastising myself. Like try not thinking impure thoughts. It’s not very easy… for me at least. Maybe this is an addiction, I don’t know.
While I am going to press on I would like it if my brain came with an owners manual so at least I could figure out how to re-program it.
